What does your sexual orientation mean for you? Well, I've never really had a homosexual experience; although, when I read the works of Lil'Rachel, I am quite taken with her representation of female sexuality, and it makes me wonder if this is something. When did you loose you virginity? Later then usual.Share some of your fantasies with us: I want to be made love to on stage, while I act out a role -- someone other than myself -- someone I may not even fully understand. I want to let go of all my previous knowledge.